STORY FROM MY BORED MIND

As what i've told you before i'll tell you about my drawings. Here they are...

I made this pure because im boring. Claude Monet really inspired me in this drawing. I made it using colored pencil and little edited to make it brighter. I thought it's kind of impressionist style. hahaha

And this second drawing totally awful,you agree right? But,it's really describe what i'm exactly. you see,the title is 'Original Self Portrait'. I used dark color because of  my mood right when i drew it,and take a look on my hair there ,hahahahaha,SOOO MESSY! i don't want talking bullshit,but that's the real me,if you know me closer,like my buddy,you must be see me as a messy tomboy girl,and i can't denied it -__- haha. But i try to make it as relevant as the original me. You know.Affandi inspired me while i drew this.  Last year i visited his museum and saw his self portrait painting. C'EST FORMIDABLE!!! 

Nah,picture above is Affandi's self portrait painted by himself using his hand directly without brush. Amazing,right? He really inspired me. (how many times i told this? haha)

And i think some similarity between my drawing and his. Too much different? yes. The similarity? For usual people might think it's so messy and can't understand. But it's the plus point,how he expressed himself and think himself is like that. 

Pablo Picasso also my greatest inspiration. He's the most brilliant artist all the time (after Da Vinci,of course). He could drawing in any styles and expressed his creative mind in different ways. But of course the most known of him is his Cubism. And he succesfully makesme amazed of his paintings. How many times i try to drawing like his famous style,it always awful. Take a look to Picasso's Masterpieces :

Picasso's 'Guernica'

Picasso's 'Mirror'

Picasso's 'La Reve'

Picasso's 'La Bouteille De Vin'

So,that's just some of so many inspired paintings from Picasso. Take a look on the Picasso's "Mirror", I really amazed with that,so when my teacher ask the students to make a picture of anything to presented in Farewell Night,i make this :

You see,Picasso is my biggest inspiration!!! I make it in two days. You know,when inspiration comes,no wasting time i'll draw it as soon as possible and try to finish it as quick as i can,bcs it's hard to find good mood in another time. I got perfectt score for this picture,even my teacher can't believe what i've made,hahahahaha. He even asked me 'Are you really made it without help from anyone?' He really underestimate me,tho hahahahaha. But i just take it easy,cause he doesn't know the real me :D. Anyway,everyone is amazed by my drawing,yeah,frankly,this my greatest masterpiece,i couldn't bear anything after make this,that's my weakness. Waiting for inspiration to come,or my body is too slothful to drawing because i have no inspiration. Or if i try to make it the result will be sooooooo horryfying! Maybe because of it my teacher doesn't believe me,yeah to be honest i never take serious the drawing task. i just do it to gain score not for improvement or to show off. I think it's nasty for people who wanna get attention using their ability,i thought they could use it for another useful things. And i love my beautiful drawing there,my first awesome masterpiece hahahaha :D. Another time i'll make another masterpiece with inspiration from Maestro Picasso :).

That's enough for talking about painting and drawing. I just couldn't stop if i talk about artists and their masterpieces,because it's hard to find people who had common interest like me : talking about art. My friends are too shallow minded to talk about it . (not mean to be arrogant,but it's the truth) And i need to develop myself better. Next time maybe i'll continue with another story about my goals,my worry,and everything :). Au Revoir!!

ANOTHER BOREDOM STORY

         So,hello. Being home everyday is suck. I wanna go somewhere with my buddy. You might think 'If you wanna go,just go.' but it ain't easy as you say. While i have money,my buddy doesn't. She has time,me no. Always argued. 


         And i spend this motherfucking bored holiday with play internet,mix and match clothes in looklet,making a draw. in the next post i'll tell you about my draw. Now i want to share what i've done in looklet. 

This is the first image,i thought the model is fair enough. When i created this i imagined my holiday is fun,exciting,shopping famous branded items,walk around the street. That's very wonderful :")

And this second image,i imagined a colorful holiday in the beach with my  doggy. Walk around,flirting with hot dudes(haha).  It's every girls' summer dream. :''')

Well,the last image has no connection with holiday,but i imagined about an A-class celebrity  who wants to attend a party in a formidable place using a limo and dressed up like a blue blood lady.

  That's what i've done in looklet,i wish i could give you my looklet page but i stupidly,forgot my username. hahahahaha.

ps: next entry i'll tell about my drawing :D

HOW I MET COBRA STARSHIP NOT YOUR MOTHER

lately i love to post about my drawing with dark color. Describe my mood,haha. So,i won't share anything abt personal except im too desperate to tell my bestfriends instead of this blog.

What i wanna share is my story how i met my favorite band , COBRA STARSHIP 

So,it's a week before Cobra Starship's first concert in Jakarta. As usual,i open my twitter and checking the trending topic. I found there #cobrastarship . i start questioning who is Cobra Starship? What is it? Is it great? And my first thought is Cobra Starship is ol band like Guns 'n Roses,Queen, haha. 

But,after i google it,it turns out. Im fucking wrong! :0

And later i found out that Gabriel Saporta,the vocalist of Cobra Starship with Travie McCoy,William Beckett,Maja Ivarsson are singing for the Snakes on The Plane movie soundtrack. The song called ' Snakes On The Plane (Bring It)' and what a coincidence,it's my favorite movie!!! You know at the soundtrack videoclip Gabe looks veryyyyyyy cuteeee <3. And then,i began to download all Cobra's song and admiring Gabe. hahaha

Two days after that i force my dad and my cousin to buy the concert ticket. Fortunately,i got that though it wasn't near the stage. 

March 23rd 2010. After school i change my uniform into tees and jeans and off woooosh... to Tennis Indoor Senayan where the concert held. Crowded. That was the first thing i see when i just arrived there. In fact the concert still 2hours ltr. After checking ticket,me and my cousin enter the venue. SOOOOOO CROWDED. And then the concert opene with Danny Hutto's dance,goddamn,he's really funny :D

After few minutes Gabe Saporta,Victoria Asher,Nate Novarro,Alex Suarez,Ryland Blackinton come out.

then the concert started. It was the happiest two hours in my life. When singing im waving hands like this,freakly... 

And come the saddest part while Gabe ask a girl to the stage to sing the rap part of "Snakes on A plane''. And i was like 

okay that's not my lucky day. Bcs i'm too excited as shit i forgot bring my camera and my cellphone,therefore no picts for the concert and i just wanna cry. -_- that's super stupid tho.

Good lesson : stick your phone with your body

At eleven i just got home. Truly eventhough it was dissapointing,i still regret nothing bcs it was my best day ever :D. 

Unrequited Love

You know,i've just finished my national exam,my farewell party,my graduation announcement (and thnks to God,i graduated with good scores.) and the teachers give a week to take a rest from those activities.
I'm bored as hell stay home,watching TV,surfing the internet,and some other not important things i do.

So,this morning i woke up and i realized there's nothing to do,i grab my drawing book and my colour pencils and start making a picture. Sometimes,what i make on the paper or the canvas based on my mood. Basically,my mood was mixed up between bored,sad,lonely. Ah,and you got it,i'm single when my bestfriends are in relationship. And the saddest part of my story i like a guy whom like another girl and i like another guy who had been liked by my other girl friend  :( ,right in my heart -_-.

it's such an unrequited love. So i drew this

it's really telling my mood,expression,thinking,idea,etc. at that time. I use dark colours except the skin because it was describing my feelings,and why i drew women? like Pablo Picasso (my favorite artist ever!) said : 

'' Women are the greatest inspiration''

so,i choose woman in my head as the model. Closed eyes are describing the hurt feelings. Why i drew her naked? don't think vulgar. That's art,you see like Michaelangelo's David Statue or Picasso's Voluptuous Women. It's more expressing the way im feeling . 

The point is what i've drawn above is describing what i felt today.

You are so damn right ,Master Picasso. And i did what you said. :D

Clothes Inspiration After Watched Snow white And The Huntsman

Both image above are my inspiration after i watched Snow White and The Huntsman. Actually the Snow White herself doesn't inspired me,but the evil queen does. She looks deadly,inhuman,flawless yet beautiful. Charlize Theron do her part very well and i mezmerized. 

And for her personality in that movie,i inspired. 

For the first image,I imagine a women with high pride,a blue-blood but arrogant. Just like The Evil Queen.

And the second image , I imagine a creepy woman (like a witch) with deathly power,hypnotizing eyes,poisonous spell that come out from her mouth. And her cat,yes,her cat! I think it complete her cruel looks. Cat is witch friend,tho. (haha)

And i still wonder why,i repeat WHY CHARLIZE THERON DOESN'T COME AS THE SNOW WHITE?! 

okay,maybe because she's blonde. huft,that's very dissapointing. 

I think that's enough. see ya in the next entry! 

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Instant Prelude

Bonjour! Je m'appele Sekar. :)Halo nama gue Sekar. This is my new blog. I post everything here so i called it 'randomize'.

Uhm,maybe half of my blog is full of Cobra Starship,Gabriel Saporta,Christian Bale,Batman,Nodame Cantabile,and much more. Cause i really love those things <3.oh,fyi,i've posted so many picts on my Tumblr blog,if you'd mind you could visit and follow me at chococheese.tumblr.com :)

That's all for my prelude,haha. Prende plaisir!!!